We didn't know he was stuck for several minutes. He went in to the spot face first because he was climbing up, but then it curved and started heading downwards, then it got too small for him to push himself backwards up against gravity, so he slid down further and became wedged. It is this part of the story that I keep recalling over and over in my head, because at this point I asked John if he wanted to explore the spot, which we later would learn is called the "Ed's Push" area. The rest is hard to explain unless I can use my hands, but for simplicities sake: We had a map of the cave and got to a part where we couldn't find where it continued, so we each took a route that looked like it could be the right way.
Because of this it was a little more difficult to breath, but also nice because it was around 30 degree Fahrenheit above ground. The cave is a geothermal hotspot and so it is very warm and moist in there. When we entered the cave Josh, John, Jessica (friend of Josh), and I went first, while two other adults and four teenagers followed behind. I have gone on several caving expeditions with Josh and thought it would be an enjoyable new cave to visit. I was invited by a great friend and old roommate, Josh Jones, to come along with he and a few family members. I was part of 11 people who went to the Nutty Putty Cave on November 24th, 2009, just two days ago. Even after his passing I have talked to him in case he can hear me. Someone who I knew for only a couple of hours, but who is someone I feel very close to now. This morning I am grieving the loss of John Jones. And so I knew there would be times ahead (sooner than later) where I would lose a loved one. My father made me aware of this fact not too long ago. I have been blessed to never have any relatives pass away unexpectedly or while I was old enough to understand.
I am almost 26 years old and up until today I have never grieved for anyone. I wanted to write some things here before I forget them (because I am away from home and can not write them in my journal) and I want to share my thoughts.